Self-Assessment

“Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”   Philippians 3: 12 – 14.

In this text Paul is used as an example of a person who engaged in self-assessment, that is, he looked in the mirror of reality and saw himself as he was. He admitted he had not already attained nor was he already perfect.

A personal assessment is appropriate at this point. Are you willing to engage in such personal evaluation? In the same breath that he admits imperfection he expresses a desire to continue growing by using the term “already.” This implies a desire to continue development. Follow his example, don’t give up, grow up.

His further self-assessment is evidenced by the honest admission “I do not count myself to have apprehended.” The expression means, “I am not a know it all,” there is room for improvement. Thank God for any achievement, accomplishment, or academic attainment. Just remember others have such a dossier of their own and there is room for you to grow. The text means I am not there yet, but I aspire to develop further spiritually.

Two ideals are expressed that should typify us. He said “I press on,” and  “reaching forward.” Then there is this purposeful power packed statement, “I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” The term “press” means to extend the effort. Every believer should live a pressing spiritual life. To use a crude colloquialism, “get after it.” Work at continuing to grow in the faith. Put in the memory storehouse today what you may need to know tomorrow.

Most conscientious Christians will admit:

Past failure, that is, they have not reached the goal God has set for them,

Dissatisfaction to remain at their present spiritual level. Those who feel they have arrived – cease growing.

Don’t be a wasp Christian. A wasp is as big as it ever will be the day it is born. Don’t live a life of arrested spiritual growth. Unfortunately there are Christians who fail to grow.

Be an alligator Christian. An alligator continues to grow right up until the day it dies.

Admitting that should be motivation to increase a personal growth development program. Study the Word, memorize parts, meditate on passages, practice what you learn to do, and engage in empowering prayer. Grow on.